2005 letter to my Brother and Father

This was written by me on Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:48 PM and addressed to my Father and Brother...
Many changes are taking place within me, around me, and obviously, in this world in which we live. I'm searching for my path, my way, my life's work or the meaning thereof--difficult to pinpoint exactly but my mind is maturing very rapidly (as opposed to the near vegetative state it was in for over a decade) and many things are becoming clear to me. The 'Being' who is through us all and part of everything is communicating information to me that I can no longer keep to myself.
The human race is being led down a path of destruction and immediate and eminent charges are needed. I hope you do realize that our current Government leaders are not serving our best interests...rather they serve themselves and the crooked cronies who spent millions to get them elected. I'm no Democrat either but deep down I know that our present policies are destroying the planet and its' environment and creating fear and terror across the globe. I hope you and your circle of friends, family and co-workers are not asleep to this imposing threat.
If prayer is a viable means of creating lasting and sustainable change to the betterment of all mankind, then please use it wholeheartedly to institute a shift of Paradigms to the current 'Western World' way of thinking and operating. This Crisis will only be alleviated by the collective will of the common folk--think thoughtfully, demand transparency from your elected representatives, and vocalize your demands for an alternative way of life: one without bigotry, racism, fear, terror, anger, resentment, and the useless taking of innocent lives. Why has everyone forgot their History of the World? Or should I be asking: What were people being taught back in their history classes? For, if the truth be told, the answers to combating "terrorism" are already there; unfortunately the Republican Propaganda Machine has blurred the facts so discrimanately that the "average" American has no idea what is really going on anymore (hmmm--or did they ever?!?)
I tell you this Brother for I am not afraid to speak the truth: --The Emperor wears no clothes-- That is, The powers that be (He who controls the wealth and military of this great nation) will stop at nothing to ensure that the Neo-conservative agenda is fullfilled. I already know that I am a target--well perhaps not a "target" yet, but I am being 'monitored' and my knowledge worries those that have much to hide. I am striving for peace and enlightenment while my Government preaches War and secrecy. I feel I have a role to play in the shift of consciousness of the peoples of the planet. This "Awakening" is slowly taking place but there is an immense struggle occuring that threatens to bog down it's progress. Awareness of the complete truth is needed and is necessary for those desiring enlightenment as well as a change in how we live our lives. Tell me where the Constitution says we have to always be engaged in some war or military entanglement somewhere around the globe? Where does it say that those with the biggest guns get to make all the rules? And where does the Bible say that all "good" men must worship God? Or that to be a leader in America you must be a "god-fearing" Christian?
I speak to you with an open-mind and heart. I hope you can sense my sincerity and love as I wrote this letter to you.
Always in search of the TRUTH,